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All that pent up terror and rage
All that pent up terror and rage

Dodie Bellamy

Plague Widow

Driving to the Castro, Bee Reaved feels hyper emotional, as she often does in the car, Nick Cave’s Ghosteen on repeat, and she thinks—this is what it’s like to live without hope. Six months after Kevin’s death, friends left her to fare for herself. Other widows warned her this would happen, that everybody would disappear before she was ready. One widow she no longer talks to said, “Wait and see, you’re going to have a total breakdown.” Now, with the...
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Maria Filomena Molder

So many egoists call themselves artists…

“So many egoists call themselves artists,” Rimbaud wrote to Paul Demeny on May 15, 1871. Even though that is not always obvious, ‘I’, the first person, is the most unknown person, a mystery that is constantly moving towards the other two, the second and third persons, a series of unfoldings and smatterings that eventually gelled as ‘Je est un autre’. That is why ‘apocryphal’ is a literarily irrelevant concept and ‘pseudo’ a symptom, the very proof that life, writing, is made up of echoes, which means that intrusions and thefts (Borges also discusses them) will always be the daily bread of those who write.

Words from others, words taken out of place and mutilated: here are the alms of time, that squanderer’s sole kindness. And so many others, mostly others who wrote, and many other pages, all of them apocryphal, all of them echoes, reflections. All this flows together into—two centuries...

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« Ce libre droit du temps à disposer de lui-même doit être reconnu au même titre que celui des peuples. »
« Ce libre droit du temps à disposer de lui-même doit être reconnu au même titre que celui des peuples. »

Alexander Kluge, Gerhard Richter

Futur antérieure

Ce que révèle mon histoire, l’histoire d’un être humain et vivant, n’est pas le PASSÉ RÉVOLU (ce qui fut, parce que ce n’est plus), ce n’est pas non plus le passé composé de ce qui a été et perdure dans ce que je suis mais l’AUTRE de ce que j’ai été pour ce que je suis en passe de devenir. – Si je vous comprends bien, c’est du deuil de « ce que je suis en train de devenir » qu’il s’agit. Je...
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