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All that pent up terror and rage
All that pent up terror and rage

Dodie Bellamy

Plague Widow

Driving to the Castro, Bee Reaved feels hyper emotional, as she often does in the car, Nick Cave’s Ghosteen on repeat, and she thinks—this is what it’s like to live without hope. Six months after Kevin’s death, friends left her to fare for herself. Other widows warned her this would happen, that everybody would disappear before she was ready. One widow she no longer talks to said, “Wait and see, you’re going to have a total breakdown.” Now, with the...
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Eine schonungslose Familien-Live-Show
Eine schonungslose Familien-Live-Show

Hervé Guibert

Meine Eltern

Am Donnerstag, dem 21. Juli 1983, während ich auf der Insel Elba bin und meine Großtante Suzanne sich in ihrem Landhaus in Gisors befindet, wird deren sechsundsiebzigjähriger Schwester Louise im Bus Nummer 49 Richtung Gare du Nord, wo sie eine Fahrkarte für eine bevorstehende Reise kaufen soll, schlecht. Sie fühlt sich dem Tod nahe. Sie steigt aus dem Bus. Sie fühlt sich etwas wohler. Sie beschließt trotzdem bis zum Bahnhof zu fahren, sie nimmt die Metro, vielleicht hat das Schlingern...
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Stephen Barber

Twenty-four hours in state of unconsciousness

Now the dead will no longer be buried, now this spectral city will become the site for execrations and lamentations, now time itself will disintegrate and void itself, now human bodies will expectorate fury and envision their own transformation or negation, now infinite and untold catastrophes are imminently on their way —ready to cross the bridge over the river Aire and engulf us all — in this winter of discontent, just beginning at this dead-of-night ­instant before midnight, North-Sea ice-particles already crackling in the air and the last summer long-over, the final moment of my seventeenth birthday, so we have to go, the devil is at our heels… And now we’re running at full-tilt through the centre of the city, across the square beneath the Purbeck-marble edifice of the Queen’s ­Hotel, down towards the dark arches under the railway tracks, the illuminated sky shaking, the air fissured with beating cacophony,...

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